When I'm With You

Saw you walk in to the room
Thought i'd try to talk to you
Babe am i every glad you wanted me too
Its been two years to the day
half the time I've been away
i know I'm not there enough
but that is gonna change
cause I'm coming back
to show you that
I'm keeping the promise that i made

When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you

yeah we've had our ups and downs
but we've always worked them out
babe am i ever glad we got this far now
still i'm lying here tonight
wishing i was by your side
cause when i'm not there enough
nothing feels right
so i'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

whatever it takes
im not gonna break the promise i made

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

I Got Owned by a T-Rex

It's 10.10pm and I feel so tired right now... I think it was because I only slept like 4 hours before waking up at 6 this morning. Had to go to camp myself because mum was going to have her op today. Couldn't take leave or off, because the date for the surgery came too suddenly.

And in camp, it was a normal day at work except for the fact that I was with the T-rex alone as the rest went to do their YOG stuff. I wasn't needed because I was special (as what Joshua had mentioned because I am untouchable). Haha, but the worst thing was when I got owned by the T-rex after the rest came back. It went like this:


Me talking to Nigel: Nigel, I think you do a better job than T-Rex, why not you switch vocation with him?

T-Rex comes from the back: What!?

Me: Oh, I was saying that Nigel is better than you, and he should replace you as the storeman.

T-Rex: Huh ok lor. If like that, then never mind. I can be your understudy! :D Do clerk job with you. Everyday can free fuck (and he does the hands in the air, hips rocking away motion)

So I got stunned by his words as he went crazy after saying those. Joshua, Christopher and T-Rex were high-fiving as it got super funny for them. And the next thing was:

T-Rex: You know now hungry ghost festival right? I am a ghost, so I can see you changing, bathing and ...

I got stunned again -.- Wah lao, the guys got even louder because it was so crazy. I laughed along with them, but then got quite disgusted with T-Rex. Seriously man, he should stop being so gay. I don't even know if he is straight or not. I hope he is -.- He even asked me to go drinking with him once I ORD. Who will wanna do that!? Definitely not me!

Yea, so this incident just kept all the guys chattering away today, leaving me in the spotlight. Yea, it was quite funny, but I just hope that T-Rex can stop all his 'gay roaring'. It just gives the other guys a wrong idea ar. What if my boss finds out and misunderstands? I can imagine him calling, "Sebastian! Can you come to my office? I got something to talk to you about. I don't want B Wing to be xxxxxxxx..."

Haha, yea. The T-Rex thing has been going for quite a long while already. Today's incident was like the highest it could ever get. I hope nothing of such magnitude happens again.

Then, we managed to close shop at 3pm today. Went directly to Mt Alvernia Hospital to visit my mum. When I saw her, I was glad that she looked alright. But her left eye was partially bloodshot. Like semi coloured red. It was quite horrifying and I was then told that it suddenly appeared in the afternoon after waking up from the surgery. The eye specialist came by and explained that it was due to the bursting of one of the narrow blood vessels near her left eye. I think it was the chemotherapy medicine that had caused her to get internal bleeding easily. Hope that it clears off after a week, like what the doctor said.

My whole family eventually arrived, with the exception of my brother who is still in Thailand, coming home in a few hours! Left at 9pm with YongQuan, Kiat Loo and Marlene. My eyes were droopy in the car, yet I can't fall asleep at all :/ Looks like my body clock is going haywire again. Gotta sleep at regular hours now cos work has started! Not many offs and leaves left :/ Not sure if the trip to Langkawi is still on or not.

Oh well, looking forward to Friday's dinner! Hope Mummy gets well soon too (:

Time Stopped at That Moment

  At least I'm glad that I was forgiven and not detested. It's important to me, because whatever happened was not meant to be. We were just throwing angry words towards each other without really thinking of the consequences.

 I hope that the time we have now will help us mature and grow, and see things with different light. That moment in the lift was important to me. I wanted it to last longer and not let go but I can't. I have to respect her decision, her actions and her own life. I will make use of this time to come back stronger and more ready for things to come.

I'm going to start to fill my schedule with things enriching and fun. I have to priortise my options now. We'll see how it goes from today onwards. At least I'm blogging regularly. Kind of making a progress report, which is important when you look back at your life.