I am moving out for Phuket in 32 hours, and yet I feel a sense of foreboding that something bad is going to happen. She is avoiding me somehow, and I'm not sure why. Calling me an airhead? Haha, that I can take it, but then she is missing out in every small detail. It is as if the mutual understanding between us has been lost somewhere during her crazy period of examinations. I tried to be understanding but I just cannot shake off the feeling that something is wrong in the midst of what is happening now.
Nope, we aren't even quarreling right now. But i sense a communication gap between us. Maybe something is going to happen after the trip? I was planning to talk it out, but there was no chance to. I have been sleeping earlier these days because my body clock had been adjusted due to my work commitments for the past few weeks.
I hope all my plans are not going to get screwed up just because of her actions. She is not going to stay over and I am afraid that things might happen because of miscommunication. I don't want anything to screw up, argh. I just dont like it.
Maybe I am just fretting too much over the issue. Maybe things are not what I had expected. Maybe I am just selfish.
I just feel pissed off. period.